Thursday, August 04, 2005

my worst nightmare

I just had the worst dream of my life I think. *(and I once dreamed that my entire family was killed and the guy was coming after me!)

I am a little fuzzy still on some of the details... but I had just gotten "another" letter telling me that I needed to appear because I'd been found guilty of murder a long time ago. So, for some reason there was a hearing type thing (it was in a classroom) about the case with everyone ever involved, so there were tons of people my age... like that I knew back in the day when I apparently committed this murder. But the problem was, I was innocent. And like everyone knew. And the cop who was there knew I was innocent too, but it was like, no one could do anything about it. I was going to be going to prison for life, regardless. And everyone kind of KNEW I was innocent but didn't really seem to care. And the judge too. (The judge for some reason had the power of saying I could either go free or go to jail, this wasn't the most technically accurate dream ever) So it was decided that was going to go to jail and so I started sobbing and then the sort of strange thought came to me that I'd been wasting money on college tuition for the past little while because the education was worthless in jail! But mainly I just was sobbing and protesting, claiming innocence.

So then I woke up and it took me like 10 minutes to feel normal again. That was seriously one of the scariest dreams I've ever had because it felt too real. The feelings I was having, of panic and fear and sadness and squelched hopes, those feelings were so REAL... very disturbing.

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